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Seen this story a few times, Still freaks me out because what if the life i'm living is fake? If you are intrigued just skim over this story. The guy who wrote the story apparently lived an entire life after being knocked out one time. Then woke up after seeing a lamp becoming darker and darker. It is truly terrifying to me. Sometimes I feel like life is fake and I feel like I can't feel anything.

Here's the story man.
throw away account cause this is really personal.
My last semester at a certain college I was assulted by a football player for walking where he was trying to drive (note he was 325lbs I was 120lbs), while unconscious on the ground I lived a different life.
I met a wonderful young lady, she made my heart skip and my face red, I pursued her for months and dispatched a few jerk boyfriends before I finally won her over, after two years we got married and almost immediately she bore me a daughter.
I had a great job and my wife didn't have to work outside of the house, when my daughter was two she [my wife] bore me a son. My son was the joy of my life, I would walk into his room every morning before I left for work and doted on him and my daughter.
One day while sitting on the couch I noticed that the perspective of the lamp was odd, like inverted. It was still in 3D but... just.. wrong. (It was a square lamp base, red with gold trim on 4 legs and a white square shade). I was transfixed, I couldn't look away from it. I stayed up all night staring at it, the next morning I didn't go to work, something was just not right about that lamp.
I stopped eating, I left the couch only to use the bathroom at first, soon I stopped that too as I wasn't eating or drinking. I stared at the **** lamp for 3 days before my wife got really worried, she had someone come and try to talk to me, by this time my cognizance was breaking up and my wife was freaking out. She took the kids to her mother's house just before I had my epiphany.... the lamp is not real.... the house is not real, my wife, my kids... none of that is real... the last 10 years of my life are not **** real!
The lamp started to grow wider and deeper, it was still inverted dimensions, it took up my entire perspective and all I could see was red, I heard voices, screams, all kinds of weird noises and I became aware of pain.... a **** shit ton of pain... the first words I said were "I'm missing teeth" and opened my eyes. I was laying on my back on the sidewalk surrounded by people that I didn't know, lots were freaking out, I was completely confused.
at some point a cop scooped me up, dragged/walked me across the sidewalk and grass and threw me face down in the back of a cop car, I was still confused.
I was taken to the hospital by the cop (seems he didn't want to wait for the ambulance to arrive) and give CT scans and shit..
I went through about 3 years of horrid depression, I was grieving the loss of my wife and children and dealing with the knowledge that they never existed, I was scared that I was going insane as I would cry myself to sleep hoping I would see her in my dreams. I never have, but sometimes I see my son, usually just a glimpse out of my peripheral vision, he is perpetually 5 years old and I can never hear what he says.
EDIT (24 hours after post): never though anyone would read this, I changed a line so that it no longer seems that my 2 year old daughter bore a child.
I have never seen Inception or the Star Trek episode so many have mentioned (but I will eventually)
I will not do an AMA
I've had many PM's describing similar experiences and 3 posters stating such experiences are impossible, I'd say more research needs to be done on brain functions. Pre-med students, don't assume you know everything.
A few have asked if they can write a book/screen play/stage play/rage comic etcetera, please consider this tale open source and have fun with it


Do you guys ever feel like you're the only person in the world and everyone else is there for a reason, But a reason you don't understand? It's hard to explain it. But this is what keeps me up at night. Ever since I read this story i've tried to surround myself with people to make me forget about it.
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I just looked online and i'm having that feeling again. I believe I have Depersonalization disorder. I'm going to start going to treatments as soon as possible. I'm terrified. Goodnight everyone.
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Once i went through a forest about a few hours away from my house. I let out a little cry/shout and i always wondered "am i the only one alive right now" and it's like a really outter body experience, it's insane.
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Not really, i havent felt this. But just to let you know, its not a disorder if it only happens once, i disorder is classified as having something for periods of time and causes dilemas in your every day life. I wouldnt worry about it if it only happened to you once
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PostMalone wrote Not really, i havent felt this. But just to let you know, its not a disorder if it only happens once, i disorder is classified as having something for periods of time and causes dilemas in your every day life. I wouldnt worry about it if it only happened to you once


More than once, Been happening for a year now.
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this story is insane man, to think that this could possibly happen to anyone and someone experience pretty much a whole lifetime and not understand why it happened
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i thought this was going to be the whole simulation concept
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wish i got knocked out into a another life, this one sucks.
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Well this quite a story, man! A thought I had as I reading it was, maybe these"visions" or whatever you want to call them are from a life you want, crave or maybe even a fantasy that you wish was yours? This is truly deep thinking. Honestly, It really gets me second thinking about life in general and puts a whole other prospective on it. I'm a sucker for this type of stuff.

Though, I don't really have much advice on this, but what I can say is, try not to overthink or think too hard on this. Don't let it effect your everyday life.

Since this sounds pretty confusing/scary, feel free to message me if you want to vent or just talk about it in general!
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Wow! That's crazy
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