The only way he's gonna know you exist is if you try and talk to him even it's just saying hey

As long as you're happy with yourself that's all that matters, when you realise how short life really is you need to max the most of it

Ilovememesbro wrote I hear what you guys are saying but the thing is that, I can't talk to him cause like I said he goes to regular classes for 8 hrs and I do online classes for 4 hrs and we're not in the same class. I'm. On one side of the school and he's on the other and its a big school.

You can try go out of your way to come across him although there's only so much you can do before it becomes obsessive and so I suggest just trying to change your attitude towards yourself like I perviously mentioned and there might be someone there that you don't even notice.

I think the most important thing to take out of all of this is just to feel more confident and more highly of yourself for mental and social reasons.

OK I thought about talking to him on facebook, but I don't know if I want to use my profile like what happens if I do and he show everybody my profile and then I get laughed at. I made a lot of enemies back middle school and now they all go to the same school as me. But then somebody suggested I should make a fake profile and never show him my face. But then how he know who I am?

Ilovememesbro wrote OK I thought about talking to him on facebook, but I don't know if I want to use my profile like what happens if I do and he show everybody my profile and then I get laughed at. I made a lot of enemies back middle school and now they all go to the same school as me. But then somebody suggested I should make a fake profile and never show him my face. But then how he know who I am?

Think of it this way. If he shows people your profile, Hes not worth it. But if he dosent and is genuine with you then your on the right road. Either way you'll have to confront him eventually and maybe there are people that dont like you but unfortunately that's how the world works. Forget what they think and just focus on you getting to know him better

For starters, there is nothing wrong with being a little bit 'fat'; you haven't done anything to yourself and you should never think that, you are just being who you are. Being 'in shape' or 'skinny' doesn't necessarily mean that you're going to be accepted by this boy, or any other person for that matter; people should accept others for who they are and what they bring to the table. Most people who pick their friends based on physical appearance usually end up regretting having those friendships later in life because they realize that those people were just snakes and completely fake people; physical appearance is an important factor (to most people) but it shouldn't be the MAIN factor when it comes to deciding who you want to get to know.

On to the matter at hand: it's your call. I believe that the main problem here is that you see this boy sometimes, which can cause your stomach to churn and you'll feel butterflies. I'm sure you can't get him out of your head at this time but if you do wish to get him out of your head, you're going to have to find distractions for yourself to avoid landing in the same cycle of continuously thinking about the boy.

If you want to talk to him, take the risk! You'll never know what's going to happen if you just sit there and overthink it. If he doesn't talk to you? Yes, it'll hurt but it's not the end of the world. You're still in high school and there will be many, MANY other boys out there for you to meet and you'll find that one person some day.

If you ever need someone to talk to, you can reach me in the private messages. I'm always available. Good luck!