Hello all.

I would like to start of by saying this is not a topic for sympathy off anyone. I know I haven't exactly been the most active member the past couple of months but I'm not going to very active in the next couple of weeks.

Earlier this morning I got some bad news about my closest friend. I grew up with this boy, spent my whole life with him. He was more of a brother than a friend. He took his own life. It was only yesterday afternoon I was talking to him, he seemed fine, laughing, yanno he was being himself he seemed fine. Then to get news like that, it just kills me. A boy I grew up with, someone I shared everything with. Just gone. It's just such a cruel world we live in, he was such a happy person. He had a good life, he was always there for anyone, he always made everyone laugh, he was a friend to everyone.

I'm just truly devistated, I have no idea how to handle it, I just didn't expect it to happen. One of my closest friend gone, but definitely never forgotten.

Rest in peace Ryan, you'll be missed by so many my brother <3