Don't really have the word to describe how I try to look, I guess it's.. trying to look like I have all the old history I should have? Just keep reading. I guess you could say it started when I got my first Banned account. So the account I used, I made in 2009, and it was the only one I used, I had a good time until I got banned on Gears of War 3, (the only game I played at the time). So I made a new account. Well I didn't think about all the stuff I was losing, (levels on games, Tenure, achievement dates, etc.). Well I finally realized I was missing all that after about 3 months of playing a different account. And then, after those 3 months, that was 3 months I lost of time playing my main account. That was about 2 years ago. And now it's kind of a vicious cycle, to where I don't want to make a new account, don't want to use the old one, and almost all of my account obtain some sort of modding corruption, and none of the account I obtain have the true stats of what my main account would have had if I had never stopped playing it.