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I think i have survivors guilt I don't have depression i have had it so i know this isn't this but i will randomly become sad for no reason at all, maybe i subconsciously feel guilty about my transplant its been kinda hitting me hard lately. When I was transferred to the adult cardiology i was required to see a physiologist I told him that i feel guilty about the transplant and he told me that is normal? I don't understand how is it normal he also told me that a lot of transplant patents feel this way, but why? I don't really know what to do about this im also mindF*cked now because of the psychosis I slipped into after the transplant that was border line traumatizing alone. But all that is in the past now im struggling hard with social anxiety i have read books on it meditation nofap claiming music for anxiety and nothing is really working my anxiety is really crippling at this point i just don't really know exactly what to do about it at this point. And I also wonder to this day if the doctors purposefully made me sick to the point were i needed the transplant in the first place I no longer trust doctors its all about $$$$ I have seen this sick sh*t first hand. Well that's it I think I just kinda felt like venting a little bit about everything. Also please don't get me wrong im very very thankful to the doctors, my donor and also god for being alive today. It was just the first hospital i was at were i did not feel safe.

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Wow I can only imagine what your going through. Survivors guilt can be a hard thing to deal with. I am currently helping my sister overcome a situation where she has survivors guilt to a certain extent. One of her best friends left a party she was at drunk and died on the way home in a car accident. She says that she feels sad because she could of stopped her friend from leaving

Message me if you need someone to talk to about it and help you through. I'm here to help
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I also struggle with anxiety aswell to be honest I have only been out of my house like 10 times in the past 2 years, I just sit inside playing games and listening to depressing music but I like that kind of music.

Its hard, I cant speak to anyone...

I overthink everything...

I hate it, if I go outside I actually feel like I'm going to die or be killed..

I have tried stupid sh*t (suicide etc)

I have pains in my body (that are not there)

It f*cks with my head..
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I've gone through depression and anxiety myself and now that I think of it, my early teenage years were the peak years of that stage. I know it's hard to talk it out but if the both of you (iPv6 or Aethah) need someone to talk to my PMs are always available.
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Aethah wrote I also struggle with anxiety aswell to be honest I have only been out of my house like 10 times in the past 2 years, I just sit inside playing games and listening to depressing music but I like that kind of music.

Its hard, I cant speak to anyone...

I overthink everything...

I hate it, if I go outside I actually feel like I'm going to die or be killed..

I have tried stupid sh*t (suicide etc)

I have pains in my body (that are not there)

It f*cks with my head..
"I have pains in my body (that are not there)" that sounds like chronic pain you should read the brains way of healing by norman doidge he has all types of way of healing chronic pain in that book.
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I'm not the best for advice but I hope your feeling better soon and back to your normal self
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