This may seem a bit insane, but I feel as if I just need to get it off my chest.

Lately I have felt out of body, not in this world. Like I feel as if I just want to close my eyes and just go somewhere in my head like astral projecting or lucid dreaming. Explore my mind. Kind of just hallucinate and explore some deeper, darker thought. I find my self randomly day dreaming and thinking of my mind and about trippy things. I just feel oddly different then everyone else, just like a ghost in the back spectating. Like my thought process and how I see everything is often perceived as scary or odd or weird to others. I fantasize about space and the universe and just floating there. Sometimes when I sleep I feel as if I just dissapeared for a few minutes and awoke hours later in "real life" and other times I'll find my self staring in the mirror for countless minutes at a time with no thought to it, just blank. Ill look at certain body parts and move them just to see what is real and what isn't. Even when I was little I had this over the top imagination. Everything just feels so different. Sometimes my senses feel advanced, as the touch to my cold hands to my face feels like a cold arctic breeze and just sends chills throughout my body. I have always kind of felt this way but as I get older I feel as if it just gets stronger or more intense. It has been bothering me for a while so I just had the urge to share.