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I just wanted to let everyone know that I have been really going through it in life right now. I am not trying to ghost anybody or the entire site in general. I have been going through a lot. I am not trying to complain or anything, but I really don't want to bottle my feelings up either, because that causes us more trouble in the long run. I know from many past experiences. Anyways, I could really use some friends to connect with at the moment. I am not going through anything traumatic or anything, jsut life being life and knocking me down and taking my happiness away from me right now. I can't save a dollar. I feel more insecure then the previous day before. My body seems to be getting weaker (and im mid 20s). My job situation is just, almost too much for me to take anymore. I just got a lot of stuff that is super small in the grand scheme of things but with so much small stuff piling on top of one another ever since my toe amputation in December. I feel like it has been impossible to catch back up to where I was, and I am just falling deeper and deeper into this imaginary hole. I hate it.
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My name was mentioned.

I know you probably hear this a lot but it will get better. Life wont always be rainbows and daisy's, you just got to wait until it's your day. I've had you on discord and I've messaged you a few times to make sure you're okay. When the sadness comes from financial remember there's always someone who can help with that too. As for the body getting weaker I have to say being near the end of my 20's it's bound to happen if you don't put in the effort (I know that's hard to find the motivation, that's all down to your mentality and how only you can change it) I'd suggest some hype music that gets that motivation going!

Don't let these shit days affect the way you live, push through them because you can make yourself happy. My personal opinion I'd try talk to a therapist, depression is a killer and don't let anyone make you believe it's not. From a fellow on a gaming site, I can't give you the advice you need but I can certainly try give you some encouragement.

You've got this, keep your head up and shout **** sadness with a smile on your face. You're here for a short time, not a long time.
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Ghost wrote My name was mentioned.

I know you probably hear this a lot but it will get better. Life wont always be rainbows and daisy's, you just got to wait until it's your day. I've had you on discord and I've messaged you a few times to make sure you're okay. When the sadness comes from financial remember there's always someone who can help with that too. As for the body getting weaker I have to say being near the end of my 20's it's bound to happen if you don't put in the effort (I know that's hard to find the motivation, that's all down to your mentality and how only you can change it) I'd suggest some hype music that gets that motivation going!

Don't let these shit days affect the way you live, push through them because you can make yourself happy. My personal opinion I'd try talk to a therapist, depression is a killer and don't let anyone make you believe it's not. From a fellow on a gaming site, I can't give you the advice you need but I can certainly try give you some encouragement.

You've got this, keep your head up and shout **** sadness with a smile on your face. You're here for a short time, not a long time.


I have been going to a counselor/thrapist and even group meetings, whether required by the state, or on my free own since I was just over double digits in age. I have very mixed feelings, and for good reason on these kinds of outlets. And I do think they can be very beneficial and have actually been considering going back for awhile now, but it's one of those things because of past experiences, I have been putting off. But I think I just might get back to it. I just wish my older counselor I had when I was about 15 was still around. Sadly, he was a very old man before I ever had a chance to meet him. But I will never forget him for being the best by far counselor I had ever had the privilege of meeting. Made a huge impact on me and how I think of things. Great guy.
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Ghost wrote My name was mentioned.

I know you probably hear this a lot but it will get better. Life wont always be rainbows and daisy's, you just got to wait until it's your day. I've had you on discord and I've messaged you a few times to make sure you're okay. When the sadness comes from financial remember there's always someone who can help with that too. As for the body getting weaker I have to say being near the end of my 20's it's bound to happen if you don't put in the effort (I know that's hard to find the motivation, that's all down to your mentality and how only you can change it) I'd suggest some hype music that gets that motivation going!

Don't let these shit days affect the way you live, push through them because you can make yourself happy. My personal opinion I'd try talk to a therapist, depression is a killer and don't let anyone make you believe it's not. From a fellow on a gaming site, I can't give you the advice you need but I can certainly try give you some encouragement.

You've got this, keep your head up and shout **** sadness with a smile on your face. You're here for a short time, not a long time.


i really appreciate you though man, seriously.
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SubFlexTaylor wrote
Ghost wrote My name was mentioned.

I know you probably hear this a lot but it will get better. Life wont always be rainbows and daisy's, you just got to wait until it's your day. I've had you on discord and I've messaged you a few times to make sure you're okay. When the sadness comes from financial remember there's always someone who can help with that too. As for the body getting weaker I have to say being near the end of my 20's it's bound to happen if you don't put in the effort (I know that's hard to find the motivation, that's all down to your mentality and how only you can change it) I'd suggest some hype music that gets that motivation going!

Don't let these shit days affect the way you live, push through them because you can make yourself happy. My personal opinion I'd try talk to a therapist, depression is a killer and don't let anyone make you believe it's not. From a fellow on a gaming site, I can't give you the advice you need but I can certainly try give you some encouragement.

You've got this, keep your head up and shout **** sadness with a smile on your face. You're here for a short time, not a long time.


I have been going to a counselor/thrapist and even group meetings, whether required by the state, or on my free own since I was just over double digits in age. I have very mixed feelings, and for good reason on these kinds of outlets. And I do think they can be very beneficial and have actually been considering going back for awhile now, but it's one of those things because of past experiences, I have been putting off. But I think I just might get back to it. I just wish my older counselor I had when I was about 15 was still around. Sadly, he was a very old man before I ever had a chance to meet him. But I will never forget him for being the best by far counselor I had ever had the privilege of meeting. Made a huge impact on me and how I think of things. Great guy.


Think about it this way, you never know who's around the corner. You could always find a new one and enjoy your times with them just as much. You just got to give them a chance. One step at a time man, don't feel like you need to take everything on board right now, deal with one thing at a time. The world will keep spinning despite you having some issues. Meaning - it will get better. I have no doubts.
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I know how you're feeling man, everything gettin a bit too much and feeling lost. Feel free to shoot me a PM to chat or add me on discord if you want, you got this mate
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Ghost wrote
SubFlexTaylor wrote
Ghost wrote My name was mentioned.

I know you probably hear this a lot but it will get better. Life wont always be rainbows and daisy's, you just got to wait until it's your day. I've had you on discord and I've messaged you a few times to make sure you're okay. When the sadness comes from financial remember there's always someone who can help with that too. As for the body getting weaker I have to say being near the end of my 20's it's bound to happen if you don't put in the effort (I know that's hard to find the motivation, that's all down to your mentality and how only you can change it) I'd suggest some hype music that gets that motivation going!

Don't let these shit days affect the way you live, push through them because you can make yourself happy. My personal opinion I'd try talk to a therapist, depression is a killer and don't let anyone make you believe it's not. From a fellow on a gaming site, I can't give you the advice you need but I can certainly try give you some encouragement.

You've got this, keep your head up and shout **** sadness with a smile on your face. You're here for a short time, not a long time.


I have been going to a counselor/thrapist and even group meetings, whether required by the state, or on my free own since I was just over double digits in age. I have very mixed feelings, and for good reason on these kinds of outlets. And I do think they can be very beneficial and have actually been considering going back for awhile now, but it's one of those things because of past experiences, I have been putting off. But I think I just might get back to it. I just wish my older counselor I had when I was about 15 was still around. Sadly, he was a very old man before I ever had a chance to meet him. But I will never forget him for being the best by far counselor I had ever had the privilege of meeting. Made a huge impact on me and how I think of things. Great guy.


Think about it this way, you never know who's around the corner. You could always find a new one and enjoy your times with them just as much. You just got to give them a chance. One step at a time man, don't feel like you need to take everything on board right now, deal with one thing at a time. The world will keep spinning despite you having some issues. Meaning - it will get better. I have no doubts.


Im usually the one to always be super optimistic, and I still am. But yeah, it has been pretty hard to keep that up recently. But like you said, its all about the experiences and mentality. I will keep trying my hardest and try to figure out which steps to take to move forward rather then backwards.
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Good lad, don't look back an shit. That's the anxiety my friend. Think ahead, you can't change yesterday but you can change tomorrow.
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TJ wrote I know how you're feeling man, everything gettin a bit too much and feeling lost. Feel free to shoot me a PM to chat or add me on discord if you want, you got this mate


I will send you a pm right now with my discord, thank you man.
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Ghost wrote Good lad, don't look back an shit. That's the anxiety my friend. Think ahead, you can't change yesterday but you can change tomorrow.


I have been through years and years of NA/AA meetings, I know the sayings. One step at a time. One day at a time. One dang second at a time if thats what it takes. I got to get back to it.
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