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I dont even know what to do anymore
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equatiionzzz
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So my mom dies and now im left here in this house alone kinda. My brother is a dickhead and my dad is an asshole. The only person who really cares about anyone is my sister, but shes never home anymore. I know I shouldnt be sharing shit like this but I need help. Im super depressed and suicidal thoughts have been going through my mind. Im not one of those kids who are depressed for no reason, I actually think I have a legit reason to be depressed. I dont have the chemistry with anyone like I did with my mom. I feel like I cant talk to anyone about this. Some people tell me to just man up but HOW. I legit dont even know what to do anymore. I literally have dreams that feel so real and I sleep in so much now. I sleep for 12 hours now and I dont even eat(im never hungry for some odd reason). Ive been smoking pot now and its not a good thing. Its **** sad I need to resort to weed to actually feel good. Since I keep to myself alot now Ive become self conscious. Everytime I go somewhere I feel like im being brutally judged. Im horrified of planes, but now when I go on planes I dont even care, I kinda hopes the plane crashes actually. If someone were to point a gun at me right now I would tell them to shoot, thats how much I dont care right now. Does anyone have any tips to get through this or atleast help me feel a little bit positive. Please help me ;(
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You're free to PM me or Kik me if you'd like to talk about it. Perspective is everything in life. The more you dwell on the bad things that happen in life, the more you subconsciously worsen your life. I know it's cliche when people tell you to be optimistic, but it seems you're at a point where that's all you can. This is just a quick reply off the top of my head, but feel free to PM me if you'd like to talk about things my dude.
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Hey buddy if you ever need to talk im here and so are many other people. For your situation I would highly recommend getting in contact with a counsellor of some sort. Whether this be at school, or a appointment.
You could also attempt to free your mind of the things at home. Such as playing a sport, hanging with friends, etc.

Just keep your head up and you will make it through, remember im always here and so are others.

God bless and hope everything straightens out in the end.
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Sion wrote Hey buddy if you ever need to talk im here and so are many other people. For your situation I would highly recommend getting in contact with a counsellor of some sort. Whether this be at school, or a appointment.
You could also attempt to free your mind of the things at home. Such as playing a sport, hanging with friends, etc.

Just keep your head up and you will make it through, remember im always here and so are others.

God bless and hope everything straightens out in the end.


There are many people here that you can talk too, we are a family here.

dont hesitate do message any of us!
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You should talk to your sister. Contact her if you have her phone number or message her on social media.

You should also stop thinking about negative things. Life does get better.
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I know what you mean

I go through depression everyday and its really hard sometimes

Try contacting your sister and talking to her about it

I hope you pull through bud.
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Hey man, I've been there before.
It's tough dealing with a loss especially if it's a parent.
But you shouldn't feel the way you do, you're mom wouldn't want to hear you're thinking like that would she?
Life is tough but it always gets better, I promise.
If you ever need anyone to talk to feel free to PM me
In the meantime, at school there's always someone you can talk to about your problems, whether it's a teacher or the principal. they're there to help
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I'm sorry for you loss and i'm here for you if you need me, But your mum wouldn't want to see you like this she wants you to know that shes in a better place and shes always there with you,she may not be literally next to you but shes always going to be watching over you and dont you ever forget that.You seem like a very nice person but me and everyone else on ttg wouldn't want you to do anything stupid your dad may not care so might your brother but were all here for you and so is your sister.

Please feel free to message me if you would like to talk about anything
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Motto: Life's what you make it, so let's make it rock
I have never lost a parent, but I have lost someone who was like a parent to me. She raised me along with my mom while my dad wasn't there for me. I truly am sorry for your loss, try contacting any sort of counselor as, they get paid to help you. Maybe even reach out to your sister, maybe see if she could moved closer to you, or you could stay with her until things get better.

After a while of my grandmother passing away, I actually forgot sometimes that she was gone. Maybe try to find a hobby that you can make friends over, and to be honest video games helped me the most through her passing. I know it seems rather stupid, but pick up some video games and play those.

Feel free to PM any of us. Once again, I am very sorry for your loss.
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Thanks for all the kind words, Ill try keeping my head up. Ill try to think about the positive things in life. Its just kinda hard to do when you have nothing but negatives things/people in your way. I honestly hope life gets better because life sucks more than ever right now.
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