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Nationalism wrote
Listen man,

I'm no counselor, or anything of the sorts. I'm just a seventeen year old kid that enjoys playing video games, and having fun in life.

I have a friend, very close to me that actually tried to kill himself 2 weeks ago by overdosing, luckily his little brother found him, and he was then rushed to the hospital.

I get worried about him whenever he misses two days of school in a row. I've known him since 6th grade, we are both now Seniors in highschool. He is honestly my best, and most loyal friend. Everybody has the one friend that has been there since the beginning, well. He's mine. I don't know what I would do if I lost him. Him family would be devastated, his girlfriend would be devastated, and I would be devastated.

What I'm trying to say is that never give up. There will always be people that will care about you more than others, who give a hell what they think?

Live life to the fullest and never let anybody bring you down.


I'm sorry man, I hope he's doing well now. The recovery is hard, but he and I can do it and so can everyone. Getting over depression isn't easy, it's not fun and it's definitely something to be taken seriously.
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I'm very happy to hear you are alive and improving man! Just remember life only get's better bro. Strive and you will succeed out of depression. I'll be praying for you bro, stay strong.
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Get this on a daily basis for my depression and anxiety. "Just get over it", and that's coming from parents. It's disgusting how little notice and attention people pay to depression because it's a huge deal and lots of people suffer from it.
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People who mock depression simply don't understand, it's something you only truly understand it if you have it.
But people who mock others for say self harming really annoy me, because people who do have the stereotype that we all do it for attention, when in all honesty it is just a distraction.
I personally think that people should help, because I know just having people there for me when I get really down helps a lot, however they shouldn't get too nosy because that's when it can sometimes get worse.

However, the feeling you get from getting over it, I wear my scars with pride because it shows i've been that low, however I have pulled myself out of it and now i'm living life to the best I can, not having to worry and trying to keep the depression away, which so far so good.

Stay strong dude, you've got my support and i'm sure many others.
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That was some touching story my man. I have lost a lot of people in my life and it has hit me hard.. but I have never ever felt the need to take my life or whatever, sometimes I depress myself by thinking about things, people I wish could be here now and such. So I would say mine is not really a chemical imbalance or anything but depression by tragedy, much like yours it seems. I seem to be coping at the minute and all is good. I learnt to cope and keep my mind of things and now I am even comfortable talking about it.

Now to the soppy part, I have no idea if you are all good or what for now, but if you ever need someone to talk to or anything, I am here, I am a stranger but that can go a looooong way.
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For the most part I've tried to accept my predicament. I've accepted that people in the world besides family won't ever care about me and grown to understand why. I've accepted in myself that I will always be alone. mine has always been loneliness. But as being a ugly guy and trust me it's the truth lol I've accepted it. I never thought about killing myself. Don't get me wrong I love living lol but my life just won't be that great I guess
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Thanks for everyone's support for the community, it's a subject that deserves alot more attention that an it currently gets.

Depression, is horrible. It's for me, the feeling of waking up & feeling like I'm worthless, constantly paranoid and suffering from Scitzophrenia it's hard I hear voices in my head telling me to hurt myself as well as physical motor ticks and verbal ticks from Tourettes Syndrome. I have a lot of medical conditions and I'm proud of them, I'm proud to be who I am. But, I'm not happy with myself like many others. Alot of us just want to feel accepted & loved by others, and to feel welcome. If anyone needs any support, I'll be here too as I've been through alot myself. Suicide is horrible, I've attempted numerous times. You know what hurts more?... Not the physical pain but the regret, whether that's the regret that you now have scars from failing to kill yourself, or whether it's because you realize it wasn't the right thing to do.


I will continue to gift people, because I like helping people. Because, I want help myself.


Thanks everyone & I hope we can all fight depression together.
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Cheesewreck wrote Thanks for everyone's support for the community, it's a subject that deserves alot more attention that an it currently gets.

Depression, is horrible. It's for me, the feeling of waking up & feeling like I'm worthless, constantly paranoid and suffering from Scitzophrenia it's hard I hear voices in my head telling me to hurt myself as well as physical motor ticks and verbal ticks from Tourettes Syndrome. I have a lot of medical conditions and I'm proud of them, I'm proud to be who I am. But, I'm not happy with myself like many others. Alot of us just want to feel accepted & loved by others, and to feel welcome. If anyone needs any support, I'll be here too as I've been through alot myself. Suicide is horrible, I've attempted numerous times. You know what hurts more?... Not the physical pain but the regret, whether that's the regret that you now have scars from failing to kill yourself, or whether it's because you realize it wasn't the right thing to do.


I will continue to gift people, because I like helping people. Because, I want help myself.


Thanks everyone & I hope we can all fight depression together.


Bull shit, I highly doubt you have all that. Your just an attention seeking person. Your the worst kind of people.....
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Tree_Fiddy wrote
Cheesewreck wrote Thanks for everyone's support for the community, it's a subject that deserves alot more attention that an it currently gets.

Depression, is horrible. It's for me, the feeling of waking up & feeling like I'm worthless, constantly paranoid and suffering from Scitzophrenia it's hard I hear voices in my head telling me to hurt myself as well as physical motor ticks and verbal ticks from Tourettes Syndrome. I have a lot of medical conditions and I'm proud of them, I'm proud to be who I am. But, I'm not happy with myself like many others. Alot of us just want to feel accepted & loved by others, and to feel welcome. If anyone needs any support, I'll be here too as I've been through alot myself. Suicide is horrible, I've attempted numerous times. You know what hurts more?... Not the physical pain but the regret, whether that's the regret that you now have scars from failing to kill yourself, or whether it's because you realize it wasn't the right thing to do.


I will continue to gift people, because I like helping people. Because, I want help myself.


Thanks everyone & I hope we can all fight depression together.


Bull shit, I highly doubt you have all that. Your just an attention seeking person. Your the worst kind of people.....
And you, are an asshole
It may be false, however what if it is the truth?
well done *slowly claps* You are the type of person that makes it all worse or start again...
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I am going to get a lot of crap from posting this but it is my true feelings on the subject.

In 2007, one of my very close friends dad, committed suicide over his wife cheating on him. We were 14 at the time and really didn't understand what was going on. My buddy was the one who found him (his own dad) in the garage with half of his head hanging off due to a shotgun blast. Fast forward 6 years, and the same friend watch his little brother die right in front of him. He was on a dirtbike and tried to cross a busy intersection and was struck by a minivan. He held his younger brother in his arms until he took his last breath. If those situations didn't warrant a suicide, you are probably asking why didn't he? Fast forward to last year, he got his long time girlfriend pregnant. She went and got an abortion behind his back without talking to him about it. (which is her choice but the fact is she told him she was pregnant, and when he got excited she got nervous and aborted) Now look this is the only reason I am telling you this story.. you got to push through it. There is always someone or something to live for. Nate (my buddy, i will refer to as Nate from here on) is a very caring guy, who takes nothing for granted because he knows how precious life is, and he knows what can happen in an instant. He could have given up, he could have just ended it all, but here is what he had to say one night when someone asked him how he pushes on:

" You know, I never really thought of giving up. It was never an option for me. I knew there was going to be something better eventually and that I needed to be there for people in my life. I needed to be there for my mom, even though she cheated on my dad, when he died, and i definitely had to be there for her when Zach (his brother) died, so if i wasnt there to help her, who would? How would she get through all the guilt of her affair and the loss of her son. I lost my first child when i was with Jodi (his ex), but now I have Bailey. (his daughter) She wouldn't be here if i had given up and she wouldn't have a great father, and mother, or a great life. She wouldn't even exist. Who knows what she can do, she has potential to be whatever she wants, and could impact the world in a positive way. I believe everything happens for a reason, and of course I want to have my dad and Zach back but I think it is just a test of life, and whether your strong enough to pick the pieces up and keep moving on."

Now.. someone who has lost so much and has endured and seen such atrocities, is saying he doesn't want to give up? I know everyone is different but the way I see it, is you have to be stronger than what is weighing you down. There is always a way out of a bad situation and there is always someone who cares, even if it is a stranger, or someone you meet on a video game, it doesn't matter. Someone cares about you somewhere in the world, and you have to think about more than yourself whenever suicide is in your mind. Your girlfriend, your mom, you family, your pet, your friends, your siblings, people who you may have a positive impact on in the future, that you don't even know yet, your future children, grandchildren.. the list goes on.

If you ever need someone to talk to hmu in a private chat. Nobody should ever feel like suicide is an option because there is so much to live for, sometimes you just need help seeing or finding it.
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