i honestly don't intend on anyone reading this, if you do, cool. if you dont, whatever. i just need to let this out.

at school every day, i'm criticized, and made fun of by my "friends".
These friends are Mike, Tom, Phil, Kevin, and Charles
Tom and Mike are butt-buddies. Lets set something straight - Mike doesn't do well in school, doesn't play sports, and is pretty much obsessed with video games. I however, get straight A's, excel in baseball, and play video games very often, that's how me and Mike became friends in the first place. However, at school, he just makes of me for what I wear, or how I look, and stupid stuff like that. Last year, he made fun of me for having a high voice. Puberty made it's visit, and my voice got deeper, and now I have hair on my chin growing and leg hair. He's telling me "don't wear those socks with your disgusting hair" or "shave your chin hairs its freaky" he hasn't changed at all physically in the last 4 years(as far as puberty goes)
Tom's his butt buddy, Mike does something, Tom does it too. Everyone worships him, because he's funny at times, and really smart. But everyone kisses up to him, so he gets the support to make fun of people, even though he's 90 pounds of skin and bones, unathletic, and fairly unpopular.
Phil is the most unpopular of all my friends. He doesnt make fun of me, but he says stuff that pisses me off. For example, he's non athletic, which I have NO problem with. He's a ridiculously good musician actually, better than I'll ever be. But if I bring something up at lunch about my friend(and teammate,Brian) getting hurt, and that hurting out baseball team, apparently that makes me and brian f**k-buddies.
Kevin is ridiculously smart, like I don't even know. He's going really far in life. However, let's say I don't understand something in math, and I ask him a question, he just goes "this is so easy, how do you not get it?" and doesn't try to help. When he does help, he pretty much does it for me, and I don't get anything out of it. Besides that, he's a pretty cool guy.
Charles is a swimmer who thinks he's hot s***. My dad is the wrestling coach at my school. There's this kid in my school, Joe, that gets to use a laptop in school, blahblahblah because "his mom was on the board". So everything that happens to Joe that's good is apparently because of his mom. So Charles is saying that Joe was only on varsity wrestling because of his mom. I told him that wasn't true, and he told me to shut the f*** up pretty much, and that nobody cares. I then go on and say that it's because all the other heavyweights got hurt, and to get him experience up on varsity. I just hate when people assume stuff without knowing the full story.

I know it seems like I criticize all my "friends" here, but I really can't stand them that much more. I had to let it out. If I seem like im trying to be superior, in the grand scheme of things, I am, because I don't put others down to try to feel good about myself. It just sucks that these are my only friends in all honor classes with me, that I'll spend my next 3 years of highschool with.

Thanks for reading, and yeah thats it i guess