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Is what you're doing now what you always wanted to do growing up?
I feel accomplished now somewhat cus I got a job I love and not hate. And the most Wonderful finance in my life who IV always wanted to be with and ovously always wanted to be engaged to TTG as well lol A great friend you know who you are , but there's some obstacles in life I would have never exspected in my life to happen like loosing my mom. |
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Not by a long shot.
Originally I was being pushed to join the Russian Military by my grandfather with very strong disapproval from my mother and me not knowing if that's what I really wanted to do. Somehow my grandfather got me into the Youth Army we have over there -- just at the time 10 years of age was the bare minimum (no clue what it is now) but he got me in when I was 8 years old. Within the first year it became very fantasized for me and became an "unhealthy obsession" according to my mother who at the very point my grandfather died, pulled me out of it and moved the family to America in which she said was for better life, but in reality it was her not wanting another version of her father around. It's been over a decade since I've had anything to do with that but I still feel that's my calling once I move back out there. I've just gotten too care free in life at the moment, plus going through some emotional bullshit not too far back, I'm trying to fully revert myself back to how I was before that whole situation. As for other things, when I was in school, I was taking wood, metal, auto works, engineering, architectural engineering and computer classes, have not followed through with anything other than: - I build PCs when I get bored. - I build god knows what type of "blade" when I get bored. - I restore/gunsmith whenever I get bored. - I can think of all these improvements I can do to my house, sit there and start buying stuff, planning it all out and then I just go drink and forget it or put it off forever. Soooooo, the things that I had interest in learning as a subject, I never followed through as a full time thing. The interest I was shown from my grandfather for the military would have gone through, just my mother decided to be a PoS and completely ruin the crucial times I could have used for that and I've just gotten way too carefree over the years through numerous bullshit things the past almost 6 years, so now I'm lacking in that area of my life. |
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