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I don't even know where to start like my thoughts are all over the place.

I got a call yesterday saying my grandad hasn't got long, he has a clot in his lungs and fluid around them the doctor seemed sure he didn't have long.

Urgh I can't even type this

I got his favourite drink and went there with my mum and my friend and I've never seen him look this bad, he didn't even look the same, I can't accept what's going to happen and I just keep breaking down I have really bad thoughts and just really hate life right now.

Like yesterday coming back from my friends house after trying to take my mind off things I just wanted to hurt myself because in my head that's how to deal with all the shit going on.

If anyone is around to talk I really need that right now anything to take my mind off stuff, I feel so broken right now.

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That sounds rough man, I'm always here for members shoot me a PM. We'll talk, or if you game we'll play a game
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Always here to help people go through grievances. Everyone takes them differently. Family members especially - it takes away a part of you.

I hope he's okay and I hope you'll be okay. I bet he's had a great life, looking down on all his family. Watching them grow and become the people they are today. Think positive my man.

10/10 people do pass. Whether it's too soon or not - it's going to happen and we can NEVER be prepared for it. It's the worst feeling in the world but you just gotta fight on and show him how strong you are and make him proud regardless. That's what he would want.

I was in the same position when my grandad was passing, he literally didn't look like him and I was a broken man. Grandparents are our biggest treasures in life. I promise you'll get through this man. Always here <3
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I understand your situation, everything will get much better in the future if you take it step by step, it's a matter of keeping your head up and stay strong
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I'm so sorry to hear this. I lost my Papa unexpected when I was 11 he passed away massive heart attack and lost my momma who passed away in my arms on Sept 28 2015. Its really ruff when you loose someone. But if you can spend as much time as you can with your granddad. If I had the chance I would of spend more time with my momma and my papa before they passed away.
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You must've heard this before but self-harm isn't the answer.
If you need someone to talk you may message me.
I'm not judging just trying to support.
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Reevy wroteI don't even know where to start like my thoughts are all over the place.

I got a call yesterday saying my grandad hasn't got long, he has a clot in his lungs and fluid around them the doctor seemed sure he didn't have long.

Urgh I can't even type this

I got his favourite drink and went there with my mum and my friend and I've never seen him look this bad, he didn't even look the same, I can't accept what's going to happen and I just keep breaking down I have really bad thoughts and just really hate life right now.

Like yesterday coming back from my friends house after trying to take my mind off things I just wanted to hurt myself because in my head that's how to deal with all the shit going on.

If anyone is around to talk I really need that right now anything to take my mind off stuff, I feel so broken right now.


I hope your okay bro, sometimes life feels really hard especially when loads of bad things happen at once. Losing my grandad was probably the hardest thing to ever happen to me. I really wish your grandad the best of luck recovering and if you need to speak to anyone I'm only a message away <3
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I feel your pain mate I really do there isn't anything worse then loosing a loved one. Keep your head up mate things will get better
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I'm on IM if you ever need a chat man. Gone through my fair share of shit so always up to help others. Gifted you so you can IM whenever
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Man to man, Self harm is never the answer. Don't drown yourself in drugs or alcohol either.

I've been through that I'm a recovering addict as well it's a downward slope. Self harm may feel good now but its just as slippery as addiction sometimes

if you ever need to talk add me and we can PM any time any day
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